The old blood is boiling again today! It seems to be in a constant simmer when I hear about the hypocritical meanderings of the pope and his minions!
I've done the appalling abusive confessional, (that great grooming parlour) , I think I have done being told as a child to pray for a cousin to die because he was going to marry a "divorcee"
I have done talking about the priests considering they have "sacred hands" (WTF!)
What is getting me hot under the collar today is "Ontological change" and for those of you that were fortunate enough NOT to grow up in this fear driven superstitious power abusive narcissistic regime which is the catholic church; "Ontological change" is what happens to a priest at ordination.Yes! folks he actually changes his being!
Not enough for them to be changing bread and wine into body and blood , but the priest changes his being at ordination!
They suggest it is a sort of "holy metamorphosis", but I am more inclined to see it as a mutation!
After all, they do take a bunch of inadequates and turn them into demi- gods, telling them they are "chosen by god" and are far and away above other mortals. Then they let these creeps loose onto the unsuspecting flock they are to tend, where they make enormous changes of their very own!
They changed me from an innocent child into terrified, guilt ridden alien, a raging creature who no longer felt she belonged anywhere.
They changed the trajectory of my life, and even gave me brain damage, damage to my immune and other systems, a shortened life span and they did that to hundreds of thousands of other children like me.
They gave me a distorted view of the world and it's inhabitants! They changed the rules to suit themselves, and changed the facts to cover their crimes.
Not satisfied with that, they gave me epigenetic changes which may well be passed to my children and grandchildren!
They changed alright, they changed from depraved predators to revered and protected untouchables.
There is now a desperate need for a change of another kind! To bring them and their protectors to justice and to MAKE AMENDS for all the cruel and criminal changes they have inflicted!
